unknow emotion

just now wanna log in my blog, i just realise my little brother got a blogger also. So great, if i have same english level with him, can write, read, listen even can speak very well. Maybe i use too much chinese already, thinking from chinese style 1st before i want spoke in english. Last saturday and sunday, my workplace got a new collegue, his named Rajak, he should be my senior also. Rajak has work as a trainnee in my company before, he has a great sales record before. I'm quite blur, alway called his name wrongly as Razak.

Today, i talked a lot with cheasen, talking about the problem between he and me. I don't know how to continue to maintain our relationship. Maybe our relationship just like two of the parallel line, never has the meet point. What's the best way to solve this problem. Maybe i should keep my mouth up, stop teasing him. Quite a sad day, even i felt happy today because i ate a lot of delicious food in my hometown. Maybe i also don't know how to maintain a friendship.

Actually, i considering whether want to go to taiwan for future study. Just got 2 people knew about this planning. Unfortunately, this 2 people is not my family member, they're just my friends. One of them is Cheasen.

So nice back to hometown. I'm really hope can stay here for more longer time. Time to sleep now~ Bye bye see yaa...

给大哥的话：

大哥：

谢谢你对小妹的关心...
也谢谢你纵容小妹的任性...
虽然小妹和你是没有血缘关系的兄妹~

但是小妹还是要说那句~ 谢谢你~

blur blur wen

blur blur wen就是blur blur susu...
每天工作都出错误，一天至少做错3样东西...
今天差点做错东西...去银行，带少钱去~还好同事透过电话把我叫回去店里~

每天沟通都有问题...
就包括跟他也一样...

忍痛将他的信息和电话号码从电话删除...
他给/回的信息收在手机里有两百多封...
删除记忆里的回忆...

我和他之间，只是能做普通朋友...
彼此之间有缘无份...
曾希望彼此之间能够在一起，但现实的结果是： 不！

彼此之间在一起，都是以沉默为主...
话题除了气话，都没其他的共同点...

祝你：找到你的幸福！快乐！


good bye my gor~