27/12/2009

Am i very bad?
why i'm always treat myself badly...

i purposely make you felt irritating on me...
you have very strong discipline,
but i'm not...i'm only hv poor discipline...


i meet a fortuneteller in KTM last wednesday...
he said if i give up the chance for love in this year, i only can get it when i'm 29 years old and 34 years old...

i give it up this year...
i'm not good enough for you~
sorry, my dear~
sorry that i let you disappointed this time.
sorry that i break your heart.
sorry that i hurt you...

17/12/2009

i'm scared...
i scared to say xxx...
i'm not confidence to myself...
i scared you will leave me after you know my real character...


xxxx

13/12/2009

I wondering there,
will you regret if you know the truth...
will you?
will you?

will you regret?
all my mind was full of this question...
i dare not to give an answer or excuse for myself...
i dare not face up myself...
i'm not confident to myself...

oh my god,
what should i do?
keep going waitting someone who won't stay beside me
or
accept it?

8-12-2009

因不想再两间店跑来跑去~
转到另外一间店，就放弃另一间店的事物...
我被责怪没有责任感，态度变得超级差...
以前刚开始工作的时候，我是在另一间店工作...
那时候的我可以为了他的要求，放下当下的职务，跑去他那边帮他...
现在完全没有了...
对他而言，我已经不再是以前的我...
我的脾气一天比一天的差...

其实说真的，好想把自己封闭起来...
这个世界哪有可能让我把自己封闭起来...

不想再站在前线，想转去幕后...

想念

突然间很想他
突然间很想抱着他~
很怀念以前他在我不开心的时候，摸摸我的头...
很怀念他带我出去吃好吃的东西...

很想找他出来吃晚餐，但是见到面却没什么话题讲...

也很想回家...



...
马来年得做工~
不能到处跑跑了~
唉~

唉~

唉~
真倒霉~ 昨天在巴士被人扒去我的电话，幸好没有扒掉我的钱包~
但是又要花钱买新电话...
不见的电话是nokia 2626,彩色屏幕，FM电台，广播器，可以接受SMS, MMS的电话都有人要偷 ><
在巴士宣布如果把电话还给我的话，我给他一百块...
笨蛋的扒手竟然宁愿选择价值不到一百块的手机都不要把电话还给我~
最够力的是，有一位妇女在扒手下车过后才告诉我谁是小偷 ><
晕~ 真的是有够自私，看到我的电话被扒，也不要说出来...
晕啊~ 怎么会有那么自私的人呢？


人心去了哪里...

14/4/2009

做工的时候，刚好有一对夫妇带着他们患有唐氏儿的孩子逛街...
看着那孩子的无邪笑容，突然觉得很舒服...
心里有种遗憾的是，说不好听的，当有一天他们的父母离开这世界，
他们的日子该怎么过呢？


弥陀佛~

why?

why? everytime i send message for you, you always not reply my message?
is it very difficult for you to spend 3 minutes to reply a sms?
aku sekarang langsung tak tahu apa kamu fikir sekarang...
aku sakit hati kenapa hubungan kita berubah sampai macam ni?
apa dah jadi?
bang~
boleh bang bagi dik tau apa dah jadi?
dik takut...
dik selalu fikir kat sana adakah bang tak nak penduli dik lagi, tak nak melindungi dik lagi?
dik tak mampu menghadapi hakikat ni...
dik takut...
i fear to face it...

bang~
boleh dik tahu apa bang fikir?

please~ bang

i'm back

i'm back to my blogger agains...
life without internet, that's not a good things...
after shifted to another branch for working, i less online than before...
i cannot do whatever i want for internet using company computer now...
before shifting, i still can do whatever i want...
maybe shifting to other branch is good things and bad things too...

yesterday, my friend bring a botel of wine and a tin of red bull~ we mixed the red bull with the wine.. taste quite nice...
after that, i followed my friend go to TSB in bangsar, we had the second round for the balance of the wine and liquor drink over there...
ladies jack, taste quite nice... but the percentage of the alcohol is 46%... i think if i have it, maybe i will be drunk when just had it for half cup for it -.-!!!
taste of the liquor is not too bad what i imagine...
just the taste for the wine is not good if not mixed with the red bull...

good luck...
thanks for having a look~

good night~
my brother~
my families and my friends~

Stupid Lowyat management

how come this stupid management allowed the staff and customer smoking in the building with the air-condition system?!!!!!!!!!
Stupid management choose to force all the shop close at 10pm by giving "saman"
stupid management never look serious in the smoking in the air-condition area problem!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

stupid management!!!
stupid goverment!!!